A Friend?

What's up assholes? I haven't rambled about myself on here in a while and for some reason I just did the minimal amount of homework so I can feel comfortable wasting some time. There is one very important thing I want to talk about: Friends. Or people who I consider my friends, but who don't really serve any purpose as to what should be considered a friend. I'll sometimes send informative text messages about myself to my friends. One friend I have known really well since middle school and she is terrible at talking things out with me. She loves talking about the things that are going on with her and I love her to death, but she doesn't give a shit about my problems. No shits are given. Not even the tiniest secretion of shit. Fucking emotional constipation. I'll send her a small snipit of my issue and she'll respond, guaranteed, every time, with some variation of the word "aww." The variation lies in the difference between aw and awwww, quite simply. Today this happened. She'll never read this and even if she does, hey, you, let's have a personal chat, but until then: Today she responded to me by saying, "Aww goodness! That sounds like an interesting time." I realize who it is that I'm dealing with here, but to my rational mind she might as well just say, "Aww that's stupid! You're problems are completely irrelevant to the rest of society and you're quite frankly wasting my time with this text message to which I'm going to ignore." Her certainly inadvertent condescension was immediately followed by a "Do you watch How I Met Your Mother?" Her inconsiderate consistency is astounding. I just explained our situation to an actual, genuine friend, who listens, and who I have a steady dialogue with, by saying that "I listen to her problems like someone is paying me in drugs and blowys, but she ignores me like I'm a homeless person just trying to make eye contact." People disappoint me on a daily basis. I don't even feel like I can talk to my own brother. I also don't feel like my brother has any idea who I truly am. That's another issue entirely though. Final thought: I can't help but laugh at how disappointed I am in most of the relationships I have with people and how remarkably ineffective and unnecessary most of them are. I keep my mouth shut in public about this bullshit though because it is socially unacceptable to tell people to shut the fuck up. I'm about to ramble. That's some shit ya'll don't want to or need to read. I'm fed up. Everyone just wants to talk about themselves. I'm obviously not in the best position to argue for that being obnoxious. It's true though. I listen to everyone else's problems all goddamn day, and people dismiss me before I even start talking. Ah fuck it. Peace.