I should stop saying things in hope that I'm going to get the response that I want. I seriously need to accept the fact that I'm never going to be satisfied. And there's nothing I can do about it. That way maybe I'll stop saying certain things. Because one thing that irritates me the most is when I say something in hopes that the sentiment will be reciprocated, and it's ignored completely. I can't exactly bring it up again can I because then things will get awkward from the other person's perspective. People wonder why I don't talk much. It's shit like this. Seriously. What's the point? I'm seriously considering getting a blog so that I can let out the specifics of this nonsense. Because it's not like anyone wants to hear it anyway. I mean. I don't want to, so why would other people? They don't. I need to be back to the place where I can steal shit from people's medicine cabinets. I need to start having more fun.