Right Now

Let's see. I turned 23. I've lived in the same house for almost two years. I work almost 40 hours a week at a maybe useless job. I asked a waitress out at my local bar a couple weeks ago. Our basement began to flood last night. I think one of my close female friends has serious feelings for me. I just told my coworker that she's very attractive and that I'd really like to get to know her more, but she just wants to be friends. I still live in Minneapolis. There's this girl I used to sleep with almost everyday who still thinks of me as her best friend and I essentially don't think about her at all anymore. I bought a bike for $33 dollars a few months ago. I'm consuming more music on a daily basis than at any other point in my life. I'm really trying to get into the habit of reading more and spending less time on my computer. Location-based stasis continues to scare me, but only on an emotional level, still not necessarily on a level that could get me to do something about it. I'm not sure if I really have more than one true friend in this town. I don't smoke weed anymore. I drink far too much alcohol on a daily basis. I'm afraid of myself. Life is generally pretty good though. I can't really remember a day when I felt down for a truly extended period of time. Things can get pretty gloomy when you sit and write, which is a lot of what I've historically done on here, but in all honesty, I'm doing pretty well. I could be doing a lot better, but all is more or less well for the time being.